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09 March 2008

To Catch a Predator

dear predator,

i would like to thank you for making me feel worse about myself than before. i love how you swooped in to save me when i was depressed and took total advantage of my situation. i thought that you were very attentive and responsive to my needs. but you were actually looking for an easy way in with me. you were looking for my weak spot, the something that would get you over with little effort. i am shamed that i was unable to see through your facade, but i wasn't in my right mind at the time. after reflecting on the situation, a sane me would have caught the lies. all of the holes in your stories and your lack of responsibility for your actions. after a short while, i understood who i was in your world. i was the no questions asked girl. in an effort to not rock the boat, i did not go with my gut and dig in your ass about some of the things that were going on. but that is the past and i have to fight my thoughts of revenge when you cross my mind. but i found the best revenge is a successful relationship with someone who loves me.

you see i realized that you are the loneliest man in the world. i was 1 of 8+ women that you preyed upon. and my good psychology degree leads me to believe that you are the one with no self esteem. you are the one who has never experienced love. you are the one who is so guarded that you won't take a risk and allow anyone to know you. so i am glad that you preyed on me, it has taught me a great lesson. showed me the signs of what not to accept from a man. when to ask questions and to always following my gut.

so predator, i pray that what you seek in life you find. because you have caused enough damage to enough women in the world. even though i sent you a few fuck yous, i was nice. there is going to be a chick out there who is not so nice. and if you aren't careful, you will lose your life over some pussy.

the chick who learned a lesson

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